Saturday Mood


Today, I’m a bit stressed. It’s that time of the month when my emotions are all over the place. Haha. But arghhhh! Handling all the boys is really testing my patience today. 😭

I’m just so tired of doing the same things every single weekend. Laundry, house chores, cleaning up, and the never-ending routine. Weekdays dah penat kerja, weekends pula sambung kerja rumah. It’s like the cycle never ends. Aaaaaarghhh! 😩

Sometimes, seeing my friends enjoying their lives, going out, having fun, and having time for themselves makes me a little jealous. Not that I’m not happy for them. I just wish I could have that freedom too.

I love my family, I really do. But sometimes, I miss having time just for myself. No responsibilities, no laundry, no one calling for Mama every five minutes.

Maybe I’m just emotionally exhausted today. Or maybe I really, really need a break.

Can I just be me for a little while, instead of being everything to everyone? 🥹❤️


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